Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Kahwin.....
Bila terbaca buletin atau terlihat gambar kat blog ataupun friendster,terdetik kat hati ni bila lihat kawan2 yang lain kebanyakkannya dah jumpa dan bersatu dengan pasangan masing2.Tak kurang juga ramainya yang dah punya sekurang-kurangnya seorang anak hasil perkahwinan mereka.Tahniah dan jujurnya aku turut cemburu apabila melihat. Sedangkan di hati ini mahu turut merasai kehidupan berkeluarga.Namun begitu, ia bukanlah semudah yang disangka, banyak perkara yang perlu diambilkira dalam soal ini. Pertamanya, adakah aku memilih orang yang tepat dan adakah dia tetap akan bersama kita ke akhir hayat.Keduanya, mampukah aku untuk memilih dan mengalas tanggungjawab baru tambahan dengan apa yang ada.Ketiganya,dapatkah aku mengaharunginya andai terjadi perkara-perkara yang tidak diingini.Namun aku minta pada tuhan dijauhkan sama sekali dari berlaku perkara2 sebegini, tambahan lagi tidak ada seorang manusia yang mahu hidup sengsara dan menderita. Walaupun, hakikatnya ada beberapa sahaja orang yang tahu masalah yang aku hadapi ini, ada yang menyokong juga ada yang membantah.Dalam fikiran aku ini, mereka punya pendapat sendiri begitu juga aku, aku hargai segala teguran, pendapat dan juga nasihat. Terfikir juga kenapa aku diberikan cabaran dan dugaan yang aku rasakan berat ini. Tapi aku merasakan yang sekiranya aku dapat sesuatu tanpa berusaha atau dengan mudah maka ia juga tidak akan kekal, kalau aku sukar untuk dapatkan sesuatu maka aku akan berusaha mendapatkannya maka aku akan lebih menghargai setiap detik yang ada itu. Lalu, segalanya akan ku tanggung, aku yakin tuhan tidak akan membiarkan hambanya sendiri. Jika inilah jalannya maka aku redha dengan segalanya. Yang pasti, aku pasrah dan akan terus berusaha. Berbalik pada hal kahwin ni kalau si dia tanya aku jawab jer bukan aku tak mahu tapi masa yang menentukan.Kalau ada jodoh kita tetap bersama dan kalu tidak aku doakan kau bahagia dengan wanita lain.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Sakit kaki nih.....
Aduh....sakit tul kaki aku ni...sejak pagi semalam lagi. Pulak nak jalan tambah lagi sakit nak2 kalau naik tangga. Ketika semangat nak exercise nilah yang kaki sakitlah macam nak patahkan semangat aku ni. Tapi biasalah aku sudah tekad mah macam aku tekad menyintai shahbaz tuh.Tidak akan mengalah lagi tetap akan terus mencuba walaupun terdapat halangan. Itulah kan boleh pulak aku teringat yang aku ada non aerobic video yang kurang impact pada kaki tak payah terkinja - kinja macam biasa. Nanti bila kaki dah ok bolehlah nak wat turbo jam yang ganas tuh hahaha. Sekarang ni pun, pace slow jer dulu bukan main lagi sampai boleh belasah 1 1/2 jam wat exercise saje. Anyway tak leh paksa diri nanti jadi lagi melarat pulak. Aduh, tapi apapun harap kaki ni cepat ok tak selesa jalan terhencot - hencot.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Nestum....
Oh...tak tau kenapa tapi 2 3 menjak aku gila makan/minum nesvita honey pastu siap tambah milo lagi hahaha...Berat badan pun dah naik 3kg lagi. Hari ni aku dah start exercise balik dah.Buat hip hop abs fat burning cardio. Mengah sket tapi yang tak tahannya hari ni kaki kanan buat hal pulak macam urat kaki ni dah lari sket. Anyway aku tetap akan exercise juga tak kiralah. Bab makan tu rasa macam control sket tapi biasalah ikut hati mah..anyway lepas ni kena control lagi tak nak dah berat cam dulu kat terlalu gemuk. Sekarang ni just nice jer bagi aku tapi naklah shahbaz tengok aku macam aku umur 18. Kurus gila baru dia "kanchoing"/cemas giler tengok aku hahaha... Tapi berbalik pada nesvita tadi apsal agaknya aku suka yang instant berbanding yang original yang kat dalam tin tu ek...entahlah. Dalam kepala ni pun masih fikir pasal nestum selain shahbazlah yang tu no 1. Yang pasti aku tetap akan makan nesvita macam aku makan evening primrose oil ngan multivitamin tuh...tiap hari....
20 Love Questions....
1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty...Taken
2) Are you happy with that?Yes
3) Would you kiss your ex?No way
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?Yes
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is oK?Maybe
7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?Yes
8) Do you want children?Oh i love to have my own children
9) How Many?4
10.) Would you consider adoption?Yes
11) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?No
12) Do you want someone you can’t have?Yes...but it hurts
13) Have you fallen in love?Yes right at this moment
14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?Hmmmm....
15) Do you believe that you can change for someone?Oh yes
16.) Is it a good day?Yes....
17) Have you ever broken a heart before?I did and i felt bad
18) Does your ex still have feelings for you?Don't want to know also
19) Do you still have feelings for them?Not anymore
20) Do you believe in long distance relationships? Yes...having one at the moment.
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2) Are you happy with that?Yes
3) Would you kiss your ex?No way
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?Yes
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is oK?Maybe
7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?Yes
8) Do you want children?Oh i love to have my own children
9) How Many?4
10.) Would you consider adoption?Yes
11) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?No
12) Do you want someone you can’t have?Yes...but it hurts
13) Have you fallen in love?Yes right at this moment
14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?Hmmmm....
15) Do you believe that you can change for someone?Oh yes
16.) Is it a good day?Yes....
17) Have you ever broken a heart before?I did and i felt bad
18) Does your ex still have feelings for you?Don't want to know also
19) Do you still have feelings for them?Not anymore
20) Do you believe in long distance relationships? Yes...having one at the moment.
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My special someone
1. What’s his name?Shahbaz
2. How long have you been dating?6 months
3. Can you tell him anything?Absolutely
4. What’s his favorite color?Pink,Blue,Red
5. When is his birthday? Nov 22
6. How old will he be turning?25
7. How much do you see each other?
8. On a scale of 1-10, How much do you like him?10
9. Do you love him?Hell yes!!!
10. What’s his full name, first/middle/last.Shahbaz Sarwar
11. Have you ever been to the movies with him?Nope
12. What movie did you see?Probably hindi movie
13. Name a memory you shared with him?Oh that's a secret hahaha!!!
14. Have you met his parents?Have to go to Lahore to do so
15. Has he met your parents?In the future
16. How many siblings does he have?6
17. Have you kissed him in the rain?Not yet.
18. Can he make you in the best mood EVER?Yup he can and he will
19. What’s his moms name?Mumtaz Begum
20. Is he funny?Yes
21. Name his favorite quote?Mana boleh...
22. What is his favorite thing to do?Singing
23. Does he have any pets?No
24. What does he want to name his kids, when he’s older?What i want to name them but the name should start with the letter s
25. Someone hits you, What does he do?He will definately hit that person back
26. Do you hold hands often?Yes
27. Does he cuss?when he is angry lah
28. Does he have a job?Of course
29. Do you hug him alot?Yup
30. Does your family like him? Good question
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2. How long have you been dating?6 months
3. Can you tell him anything?Absolutely
4. What’s his favorite color?Pink,Blue,Red
5. When is his birthday? Nov 22
6. How old will he be turning?25
7. How much do you see each other?
8. On a scale of 1-10, How much do you like him?10
9. Do you love him?Hell yes!!!
10. What’s his full name, first/middle/last.Shahbaz Sarwar
11. Have you ever been to the movies with him?Nope
12. What movie did you see?Probably hindi movie
13. Name a memory you shared with him?Oh that's a secret hahaha!!!
14. Have you met his parents?Have to go to Lahore to do so
15. Has he met your parents?In the future
16. How many siblings does he have?6
17. Have you kissed him in the rain?Not yet.
18. Can he make you in the best mood EVER?Yup he can and he will
19. What’s his moms name?Mumtaz Begum
20. Is he funny?Yes
21. Name his favorite quote?Mana boleh...
22. What is his favorite thing to do?Singing
23. Does he have any pets?No
24. What does he want to name his kids, when he’s older?What i want to name them but the name should start with the letter s
25. Someone hits you, What does he do?He will definately hit that person back
26. Do you hold hands often?Yes
27. Does he cuss?when he is angry lah
28. Does he have a job?Of course
29. Do you hug him alot?Yup
30. Does your family like him? Good question
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